scars
When you take a scalpel and pass it through your skin, what would happen? Of course you will have a wound. But it won't last long before it heals. It can form a scar but it will just vanish soon. Lets think of something else. For instance love. The word looks innocent. But it can destroy a person. It leaves a big scar. Which no one can fix.
It does not have to be a romantic love. Although it counts. There is friends, family. They are part of love. Someone you love can live a scar by words only. The words dig through your heart until it becomes a big scar. Sometimes it cannot be the words, it could be the actions. The way someone treats you can dig a hole in you heart until it becomes a scar. You will try to ignore it but the harder you try the more you become hurt.
The scars now leads to other thoughts of healing it. The only thing you can think of is escaping it. How exactly? Uuum death is the only idea you can think off. But what's the point anyways. Isn't that adding a wound to the other? Depression and anxiety kick in. You forget about yourself and what you need in your life.
It's funny how you give someone all of you and he or she doesn't see it. You even start hating on other because of that person. It's sad how you have pride with that person and he or she does not see it. You can't see the dark side of that person because of how you trust them. You will enjoy all the great things with them but in the end of it all you a big scar is formed.
I can't write much about it, but I feel it more than anything. That's why I'm trying to offload it by writing it. I'm out of word now.